You have just arrived at a special place. A place where you can transform your dream into reality. Because, let´s face it, for the realization of some of your dreams, you may need another language! Therefore you could consider this place as a path to your freedom. You do not have to stay in a situation that is unpleasant for you and... you can move ahead to another situation where you can do whatever you like!
The first important insight that you should have, is that
a new language should never ever be an obstacle to your goal. Instead a new language is a door to getting the things that you want. And by the way, it is still ok if you´re afraid or you find it hard to believe or that you struggle..... But with the right approach and the right way of thinking, there is a path to your dream. The path begins with the right mindset and a simple, but powerful system combined with having fun.
So forget about your bad memories of school and get ready for a new adventure. But this wil happen only when you are ready to grow. You need to be willing to discover new amazing and exciting things about yourself and other people. While you can keep doing all the things that you normally need to do - such as your job, your routine, your habits, shopping etc. , you can - gradually - change things for the better. Then at the end, you can discover that learning a new language is afterall - a joyful and life-changing experience. It is like looking at the same world with brand new eyes. You will be amazed how with learning a new language, many more things will be possible for you.